(Warning! Contains spoiler)

At first I want to write this blog in a chronological order, start from how I found my spirituality and developing it, but I hate being retrospective, so I will just write everything that popped out of my head.

So, yesterday I was unintentionally clicked on a past life regression hypnosis video before I went to sleep, I love those kind of video and watch them (or hear them) nightly, I like guided meditation videos, binaural beats, and sleep hypnosis videos played on my phone while I’m going to sleep.

I clicked the video with zero expectation, as usual, but to my surprise, it has a great effect!

Honestly I was fall asleep after ten or fifteen minutes, so I did not pay attention to most of it, and I have no idea what is the narrator said when I was dreaming, but then suddenly I was awake, but with eyes still closed and hear the narrator that tried to wake me up and bring my awareness back, he asked me to move my fingers and such, and I felt my bladder was going to explode! I wanted to pee so bad, I hold it for awhile but could not take it anymore, so I opened my eyes, paused the video, go to the bathroom, just to felt disappointed because I did not peed, only little drops of urine.

So I went back to bed, resumed the video, fell asleep again, and then I was awake again and had an urge to pee again, but I ignored it and listen to the narrator, I forgot what he said.

After I was fall asleep again, I was awake again for the last time, and the same thing happened to my bladder, I did not know why. And the narrator told me to focus and release every past life memories (which I did not remember), and I felt a huge energy was shaking my body with great vibration, I released them!

But I do not remember any past life memories. And I was annoyed by the comments on that video that claim to be remembered their past lives. I think they were lying. Haha.

Finally, the narrator said that in the next few days, everything will begin to make sense to me, and I will remember something.

next time, I want to write about past life and my opinion about reincarnation.