Start all over again

The hardest part of blogging or journalling is to write everyday, not because a lack of ideas, but the confusion to convert thoughts into words.

So many things going on, I begin to re-awaken my Kundalini after three months of “not doing any spiritual practice, not even a meditation”. it felt hot and pleasant, I am grateful that my dormant serpent is slowly awaken again.

But like the other day, I always questioning what is the purpose behind all of this thing, why am I doing this? What is my main intention?

I want to develop my psychic ability, I want to dive into the unknown, the esotheric realm, I want to have a better living.

And I am not naive to think that Kundalini will answer everything, I know.

I heard that we create our own reality, with or without Kundalini, and I also heard that Kundalini will do nothing without prior knowledge and practise in spirituality. Sometimes I am sceptical in doing this, but I know I should do this without thinking about the result, I should have zero expectation. But I also want to aim the highest good.

I look forward to see any change in my life, although I had seen several signs about change.